Today again I found out myself in the middle of 10 minutes speech, having stopped with the chores I was doing at that moment, just sitting down and very elaborately and intensely explaining myself some completely pointless crap. This kind of behaviour hasn't been around for a while (maybe a year?), but now again I keep finding myself blank for quite long periods of time (for being blank standing in the middle of the room), just talking complete nonsense to myself, making up stuff and generally just I guess pretending someone is listening?
It's a creepy sensation, to finally realise that no one's been responding this whole time but still you feel like you just closed the door on someone when you stopped this bullshit. What is my brain doing?!
Alright, what saddens me the most is that I noticed I am showing such public speaking skills I can't even dream of in the event of actual presentations. What the hell...
It's a creepy sensation, to finally realise that no one's been responding this whole time but still you feel like you just closed the door on someone when you stopped this bullshit. What is my brain doing?!
Alright, what saddens me the most is that I noticed I am showing such public speaking skills I can't even dream of in the event of actual presentations. What the hell...
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