some things to say.

One cheesy end-of-the-year entry, just for the sake of history.
Personal.

2013 was good to me. Full of surprises. All kinds of surprises, some of them weren't that pleasant, but the good ones overweigh anything. 

 I saw so many flowers, faces I love, heard so many songs I love, wore so many clothes I love, rode so many trains; I was singing, dancing, loving and laughing so much, like never before.

Huge thank you for everyone who supported me for the last year. It means a lot, it actually means everything to me. I am eternally grateful to each of you and willing to do anything possible to help out and support you too.

Thank you, my closest friends, who made this year so special for me.
 Thank you, Mari, for being there for all of my moanings, you are my treasure. You are the only thing I can sincerely thank my mistakes for.
 Thank you, Clara, for making my everyday not just bearable, but enjoyable in any circumstances you are with me. I am so happy we are so close now.
 Thank you, M., I love you and I am sorry you and me couldn't work out. I don't think it had ever been possible, but we had a lot of wonderful moments together, and this is what I am going to remember. I hope you will feel better this year. Sincerely wishing you well.
Thank you, Pia, for supporting me in anything I do. You are lovely, and capable of so many things - I do admire you very much.
Спасибо, Маша. Я рада иметь такого друга, как ты. Спасибо за твою поддержку, и как же хочется видеть тебя почаще!
There are so many people I want to thank. The best thing I can do now is just to do it personally, and I will.
There is only one person that my words can't reach, and to whom I have so much to say, way too much to put it into words. There is no way you can hear me from this little tiny space, but thank you. For every second you spent with me. Moments overflowing with happiness, mornings when I was feeling I am living right in the middle of someone's dream. It was like that, I guess. I will never be the same. My whole existence is ready to dissolve in waiting for you, but I understand that I can't afford this. I've got to move on, and I feel that if you are around, there is nothing I can't do.


 There are a lot of things I want to do in the new year. I will keep doing what I am doing, get to know as many people as I can, and, and... all the usual stuff.
 Not so much to say apart from what I have already written.
Hope anyone reading this is safe and happy, and I wish you all the best, I sincerely do.
x

N.